Living in Limbo

So I went back to the specialist and it was the most frustrating appointment of my life.  He hadn’t yet read the results of my mri.  The appointment was for the sole purpose of getting the results of my mri.

He did a rather bad job of NOT telling me what they said as he read bits out loud and told me there was probably nothing too serious but he’d have to talk about it with his colleagues.  So we know for sure that the ultrasound was correct and there’s a complex cyst on my liver and there is also one more cyst though I don’t have any more information about that one.

We also know that I will need more appointments but I don’t know for what, with whom or when.  I will apparently know more next Monday after he has spoken to colleagues at a departmental panel.

After a couple of days I calmed down enough to write a comprehensive list of questions that I want answered.

And what effect has all this had on my eating?  Well I’ve just been eating and staying off the scale so I’m assuming that my weight will be up when I finally get around to it.  Of course, it’s also been a weekend of Easter feasting which has been lovely and full of laughs and sunshine – just what I’ve been needing.

I thought I was going to have a good post here but the more I type, the more I realise that I’m not in the right space to be doing this.  I’m going to have to think hard about what I’m going to do to keep the weight off through the next stage of this stuff.  Sigh.  I really really just wanted answers.