OK – so I’ve eaten without really thinking for the past few days and my weight has come back up. It’s very odd to find this a happy event but it is. When I lost 2lbs in the course of all the Easter Feasting, I panicked a little that I was really sick.
In the absence of an answer, I have a tendency to fill in the blanks with bad news. (I’m guessing most people do that.)
But today the sun is shining again and my weight is where it should be so I’m going to be positive on that basis alone.
I’ve also decided to believe what little information my specialist has given me. After all, just because he’s not great with patients doesn’t mean he’s not a good doctor. I’ll still get a second opinion but, in the mean time, unless I want to be properly crazy, I’ll believe that I’m not in any imminent danger.
So on with the show. And today I’m going to eat carefully – mostly because my stressed out stomach doesn’t respond well to too much food.
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