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There’s still lots of discussion around how much people are loving or hating ProPoints.  I was very critical of people who complained at first – and then I became one of them!

As with all WW plans, ProPoints (Points Plus) is a great way to start re-ordering your food life if you have a very unhealthy diet.  If you eat lots of fast food and snack on chocolate, cookies and crisps, then run, don’t walk to your nearest Weight Watchers meeting.

However – if you already have a balanced and healthy diet with loads of fruit and veg, then I’m not sure ProPoints is going to work very well.

Lots of people LOVE the fact that Weight Watchers has got serious of the high protein, low carb idea.  Frankly, I just think it’s disrespectful to the poor people of this world and to the environment.

I think what I hate most about the high protein/low carb thing is that it’s about eating loads and losing weight.  My goal is to learn to eat less of all sorts of things.   I want to have a plate of rice and beans and not eat again until morning, knowing that I’ve given myself plenty of calories and nutrients.  Likewise, I want to eat a tiny portion of the best chocolate I can afford and be satisfied.  Basically, I want to get as far away as possible from the “I’m a volume eater” mentality.

I understand eating to feel full.  I understand binge eating. I understand the self-loathing that accompanies it. Eating to sooth my emotions is the “last frontier” in my journey to food/body sanity.  Therefore, I don’t want a weight loss programme that says “Eat lots and never feel hungry”.  I WANT to feel hunger.  I WANT to know that I can satisfy that hunger with a little bit of nutrition packed food.

Don’t know where all that came from.  I was going to write about the fact that, being middle aged, I can’t see the nutritional information that WW demands unless I have my reading glasses.  I can see the fat and calorie info written on the front of packaging – but not the protein, carbs and fibre written in tiny print on the back.  One more reason for me not to bother with ProPoints.

And finally – with all their billions of dollars in world wide revenue, Weight Watchers should plough something back into updating their online tools.  They should offer “Week at a Glance” views of what how many points you’ve eaten and earned.

They should track your alcohol consumption in units.  Nutracheck keeps a running total through the week and shows it as a percent of recommended weekly limits.

The same for recommended amounts of fruit and veg.

Since they’ve got all that nutritional information built into the concept of a “point” – they could certainly show us what percentage of our diet is carb, protein and fat.  You’d think.

So there you go – my last words on Weight Watchers Pro Points.

I’d love to hear from people who are enjoying the new plan.

 
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It’s weigh-in day and I have lost 1.2 pounds – but yesterday it was 2.2 pounds so, as usual, and in the spirit of Scale Sanity, who really cares about the exact number on this particular day?

What I’m interested in is how many calories did I eat when I was on Weight Watchers Propoints (Points Plus)?  Below is the weekly summary of my Nutracheck journal.  In order to achieve my weekly weight loss goal of 1.5 pounds, I aim to eat 1400 calories per day and to work off 228 calories per day.   The chart below shows how well I did with those targets.

I finished my week on Weight Watchers Propoints (Points Plus) having eating 203 Daily Points, 49 Weekly Points and 25 of my 38 activity points.  So, 277 ProPoints

And the total calories?

11,333  eaten – An average of 1619 calories per day and includes the calories of all of my fruit and vegetables.

2620  excercised – An average of 374 per day. I counted running, walking for exercise, 2 hours out of 2 days of very heavy house work (loft clearing) and one hour of a 6 hour shopping trip.

For figuring out how many ProPoints in a calorie, it’s the 11,333 that I’m interested in.  Take off 1300 for fruit and veg  – counted on Nutracheck – and that leaves 10,033 calories for the week.  Divide that by the 207 ProPoints that I consumed and……a Point appears to be around 36 calories.

If I hadn’t done any exercise, I wouldn’t have lost any weight – or maybe a fraction of a pound.  I’m sure glad I didn’t eat all my activity points.

I do think this is more of a problem for someone who has only a little weight to lose.  I’m at a healthy BMI and I only want to lose 10 pounds.  Interesting.  I wonder how this will pan out for Weight Watchers?

Week View

Day Daily Cal Target Cals Eaten vs Food Target cals Burned in Exercise Daily Cal Summary % 5-a-Day
Totals
1539 over -1024 under 515 over 108%
Thu 20 Jan 1400 -85 under -297 -382 110%
Fri 21 Jan 1400 113 over -112 1 154%
Sat 22 Jan 1400 624 over -80 544 40%
Sun 23 Jan 1400 521 over -124 397 104%
Mon 24 Jan 1400 1 over -6 -5 182%
Tue 25 Jan 1400 289 over -6 283 50%
Wed 26 Jan 1400 76 over -399 -323 114%
 
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Well. Six days in I’ve decided to ditch Propoints and go back to Nutracheck.

Why? Well – let’s get started.

  • Temperament Induced Incompatibility

Does ProPoints work?  Of course it works.  If you follow it, it assures that you eat little enough to lose weight.  I signed up because I wanted to shake up my routine a bit and get back into a weight loss mindset.  Did that work?  No – because I’ll never be comfortable with anyone who says, “Trust me,  I’m a doctor.”

Eh?  What does that have to do with anything?  Weight Watchers just says, “Trust us – we’re the experts.”  Trust that a Point is a Point and you don’t have to know any more about it.  But I DO have to know more about it.  I have to know lots and lots and lots about it. ProPoints ™ is just a layer of non-information that I don’t appreciate.

And Activity Points are even more cloaked in mystery. I’ve never met anyone who has been confident that they’re recording the correct number of points for activity.  Mostly it doesn’t matter – they lose weight anyway – but I need a little transparency.

The result of this temperamental need for information was that I found myself, all week, running my food and activity through both Nutracheck and Calories per Hour to see how ProPoints stacked up.  It took only a couple of days to realise the idiocy of that exercise, so I cancelled.

Should this make other people not use Weight Watchers?  Of course not.  After almost 50 years on this earth, I know that not everyone shares my curiosity issue.

Tomorrow: Clunky Calculations

 
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They are lovely skinny little chipolatas – the third one down in this photo of sausage loveliness.

Three of them cost 7 propoints.  Four cost 9 and five cost 11.

Guess how many I ate?

 
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Last 10 Pounds ~ Daily Report

It’s good to see Paul Plakas back answering questions on his site.   The last question in December got me thinking.

Paul is answering a woman who wants to lose 20 pounds in three months.  His response:

My answer to you would be yes it is possible to lose 20lbs in 3 months. The question is are you willing to do everything to get there?

Let me repeat that last bit for my own benefit.

Are you willing to do everything to get there?

So many times I’ve started down the dieting path with a goal in mind but no clear idea of whether or not I’m prepared to pay the price to get there. Commercial programmes do all they can to make it appear as though there is no cost. (See every Weight Watchers ad ever created.)

The saner I’ve got about food and body, the more I tend to think about what I’m willing to commit to the process rather than where I want to be.  It’s no use at all saying that I want to weigh 125 pounds and have 20% body fat when I have no intention of putting in the work to get there.

So what am I willing to commit?

  • I’m happy to give up junky processed food including fat free and artificially sweetened.
  • I’m happy to go for a run at least 3 or maybe 4 times per week.
  • I’m happy to park in the furthest parking space and generally increase my daily movement as much as possible.
  • I’m happy to learn to eat small portions and enjoy feeding my physical hunger rather than my emotions.
  • I’m happy to blog through the issues.

What am I NOT willing to commit?

  • I won’t be giving up wine any time soon.
  • I won’t be terribly assertive while eating out or at friends’ houses.
  • I won’t let being a certain size or weight define who I am.

What have committed to in my head but not got around to implementing?

  • I know that I need to work more on my whole body by adding functional training.
  • I would like to stick to 14 units of alcohol per week.

After weighing less than 150 pounds for over a year, I now want to weigh less than 140 pounds.

Am I willing to do what it takes?

Today?  Yes.  Tomorrow? We’ll see.

 
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My apologies to the friend of a friend on Facebook who used that phrase. I stole it because it FITS. Actually, this is not a surprise. It fits every January. Holidays are over and decorations are down. This makes me very sad (as if I need that in January). Apparently, I’m self-medicating with food and shopping. But also just as apparent, I’m fighting it. I’ve been making an effort to get on the treadmill for 30 minutes a day. I’ve not been successful every day, but I was successful TODAY–t hat means a better mood, a better attitude, for today. And that, in turn, means better eating.

Once again, I find myself needing to start over. I can do it. I’ve done it often. Instead of feeling like “here we go again,” I can feel hopeful. If I keep starting over, I must have a great desire to succeed, and that will help foster success. I must remind myself that no matter how bad it feels, the gloominess is not permanent, it is a bad case of January. But there are good things in January too, and I have to remember those.

What does January mean? It means cold, dark, snow, depression, the desire to sleep all day, withdrawal from the outside world, isolation, and loneliness. But it can also mean sun, endurance, the will to succeed, and a new start. Hope. I’m not inclined to leave the house this weekend. It’s cold and snowy, and a good time to be inside. On the other hand, the sun is shining, and what better cure for January?

 
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Last 10 Pounds ~ Daily Report

A couple of days ago,  I caught sight of myself in a full length mirror in a pub loo.  That’s different than seeing yourself in a changing room mirror or your bedroom mirror.  It’s somehow more “you”.

I look ok. I’m not fat.  But I saw a woman who was not quite where she wanted to be.

Then I heard the word, “wedding”.

Then I started to think about quick fixes and ended up researching the Dukan diet. I found this guy and read every single one of his posts about his weight loss journey – a whole evening of reading.  He lost a lot of weight quickly then he lost a lot more weight over the next 6 months. But reading day after day of chicken, beef, lettuce, beef, salmon, luncheon meat, etc etc etc cured me of all desire to go “no carb” even if it works quickly.  I don’t know if he managed to keep off the weight as there have been no recent updates – but the photo on his avatar shows a rather larger person than the “after” photo that he posted.

I knew I needed to do something slower and with more variety.  So I went back to Nutracheck which has worked so well for me.   But it was too familiar – like running the same 5 mile route and knowing exactly how you’re going to feel when you get to the mailbox by the park.

So I needed something that wasn’t too strange or too familiar.  (This is sounding like Goldilocks and the Three Bears for Dieters).  I needed something that was going to make me think differently but also give me flexibility.  DARN! Weight Watchers with its new and as-yet-untried-by-me plan. (That one week doesn’t count.)

Sigh.  It really did make me sigh out loud.  But I signed up for 3 months online and now I’m putting my head down and getting on with it – complete with blogging away my feelings and frustrations.

So is Weight Watchers “just right”?  Is there going to be a happy ending?  I don’t know.  I haven’t really worked at losing weight for ages and my weight has stayed quite stable.  It’s nice to be doing this because I want to and not because I hate my body or don’t have anything to wear.  I’m doing this because I need to shake things up a little – and I especially need to do something just for me without pressure from the outside world.

A little insight already -  and before breakfast.   Game on.

 
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It’s been a rather bleak start to 2011.  I think the very stressful previous year caught up with me and knocked me silly for a while.  After a lovely family Christmas, I dipped momentarily into proper depression and have since been – not exactly depressed – more like sitting in a mud filled ditch wondering when someone was going to come pull me out.

Yesterday I decided to at least try to get out myself.  Fed-up-ness is different than depression.  I may not be able to control every aspect of my life but I can certainly make some positive changes to help how I respond to the general ick of life.

So.  I’ve decided to use this blog as a tool again.  That’s all it’s ever really been – a weight loss tool – and I need to take it out, dust it off, and use it to get to where I want to be.

I also signed up for Weight Watchers online.  I wasn’t even drunk when I did it.  I can’t quite believe I did it. I don’t want to follow it. But – and here’s the clincher: I’ve heard the words JUNE WEDDING and those are words one does not ignore.  So I’m going to lose these last ten pounds.

I could pretend it’s for my health.  Of course it will improve my health.  My knees will certainly thank me when I run.  My cholesterol will probably thank me too.  (note: get that checked.)

But I’m doing this for vanity.

I want to be the grey haired fifty year old who looks great in her stunning summer frock.  (Yes – I said frock – it’s a wedding!)

In the meantime – this is also a good chance for people to read about how the PointsPlus – ProPoints plan works for the jaded and cynical experienced weight watcher.

 
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After a full year of waiting and worrying and scanning and waiting and worrying some more, I have a letter stating that there doesn’t appear to be anything sinister about the complicated thing on my liver. I’m not sure I will ever be very happy that it’s sitting there but I know the decision has been made by some top docs.  I could choose to lose 3-6 months of my life and about a 5th of my liver to major surgery but chances of dying during that are about the same as just living with the “thing”.  So for now the “thing” stays.

And my weight?  Well – it seems that I managed to hit that level of stress where I lose my appetite so I still weigh around 145 pounds.  That’s a good thing.  And I’ve decided NOT to test my “ability to gain weight just in case I’m dying” because that always ends badly.

Instead, I’m going to enjoy the feasting ahead and look forward to a happy and healthy 2011.

Merry Christmas.

ps I might just start blogging a little more too.

 
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Well I’m three for three on Decembers being marred by the medical community.  Of course, I’m hugely grateful they exist to screw up every Advent season but I’m tired of having my Christmas plans tinged with anxiety.

This year?  I’ve had yet another liver scan and now an appointment with the liver surgeon.  I know that doesn’t necessarily mean that I’ll be having half my liver removed, yet.

I know it doesn’t really mean anything other than I’m bloody lucky to live near a world class liver unit.

It might even mean that the guessing and shoulder shrugging and puzzled looks about what’s growing on my liver will come to an end.

In the meantime, I would like to eat a loaf of bread a day and drink myself to sleep at night.  (I don’t do that – but that’s the kind of stress it is.)  I’m certainly not feeling like counting points and getting hungry (for ProPoints leaves me VERY hungry indeed) so I’m not losing any weight.

Which, as mentioned before, is a wonderful thing according to all gastroenterologists, for whom weight loss is a sure sign of malignancy.  So my head is a mess and probably will be till Thursday when I go through the stress of finding a new clinic, meeting a new doc and, hopefully, hearing new news.

Until then, I will move when the pavements thaw and I will try to stick to eating small portions of good food and drinking no more than 2 units of alcohol per night. Here we go again………..

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