I’ve been thinking – wondering really – about why this time has been so different. Besides the writing, I think that the biggest difference has been a new “forever” mindset. I’m trying to think of a good analogy to explain what I mean.
In all my previous attempts at weight loss, I was like a person going on a trip. I’d pack a huge suitcase full of expectation. I’d buy a ticket to a certain destination and have a timetable for getting there. But I wouldn’t expect the unexpected and I’d always come home before I got to where I wanted to be because I couldn’t handle the very nature of travelling. “There” remained unexplored and “home” was a place that was ugly but comfortable.
I think middle age has taught me to pack light – ditch the expectations, the presumed destination and the timetable. Home is no longer an option – I sold that house and have taken to the road! This time I’m wandering around the world and I’ll know “there” when I see it.
I’m pretty sure I couldn’t make any money telling people that the best way to lose weight is to aim for an average of about a pound a month. But, with the huge benefit of hindsight, I’m very happy to be 25lbs lighter than I was 25 months ago. If I had repeated my usual on-off-on-off dieting behaviour, I’d certainly weigh more now than I did in January 08.
Maybe I should submit my idea to Carl Honoré and we could launch the “Slow Diet” movement. That’s not such a bad idea.